The Probability of Happiness

The Probability of Happiness 

Dini Harmita 

I am writing this because you must know that I had been getting used with being unhappy therefore though I have been always promoting and putting the best efforts to make others happy but I always skeptical about my own happiness, you must realize it already. Therefore when I am filled with so many happiness I am just feeling like it’s all just a dream. I always need time to proceed it cause I never thought that I am deserved to be happy.

To make this writing also useful for others -not only us- I want to discuss about the concept about happiness itself. As I ever said, it has always been about representation. When we say we are happy or healthy it does not necessarily mean we are truly happy and healthy. But since you know that I am very skeptical about my own happiness when I said I am happy it means, I am truly happy. I know right, once in my life I just don’t need to think about others. 

But surely I want to discuss about the probability of our -most of us, not only us- happiness toward the two days of ceasefire between Ukraine and Russia. There has been a negotiation process, which resulted in the ceasefire, I believe so. Thus the civilians have already been moved into other places. Means Ukraine is ready to attack Russia soon. Right? It’s a progress indeed. Though I am a bit worried because you must know I want zero causalities, in both sides. If someone must die, it must be him, the Putin himself. Though letting him alive is also an option. Hoping him to change after being captured is also a little bit impossible even just to comprehend. Therefore, I don’t have any requests for this, I just want to deliver what has been in my mind. I believe you -all of you- must know what to do. 

By saying too many things in my mind means since I have learned so many things I need to beautifully arrange them in my mind first, but I know what to do of course. I am truly happy, even [actually especially] by seeing the descriptions of your expertise on the page, because I know exactly that you wrote it for me. About my recent conflict arose with AYLA, as I have ever said, I will still continue supporting the vulnerable and marginalized communities and people all over the world, and it means not only in Afghanistan, but not as AYLA. This time as us I believe so. 

I believe AYLA doesn’t need me as me anymore, they can move by themselves now, which makes me a good teacher don’t you think so? Because a good teacher creates better students, not the copy of. As you may have noticed I am also automatically called as a system maker, I was actually surprised when my colleague from Sajogyo Institute long time ago called me that, apparently they observed me till that stage. Well, one of them called me as a concrete because I am too stubborn and another one called me as a system maker so it makes me a stubborn system maker, as you may have noticed.

Again I am all aware about people’s expectancy about me being the President because it’s written not only in all of your faces but also in your words, and actions. But I can ensure you that I have prepared at least 60% the candidates for the 2024 election because as you know though you see no likes on my posts but my readers are vary from A to Z, till we need to make new letters I guess, or we should use numbers because it’s unlimited. So we just need to develop the 40%, not the quantity, but the quality. And as I said, if in the next terms [probably after ten years] they still need me, and I am still alive, I will, try.

While indeed, you are right, the battle is never ended. Not only because I am growing much more fans because of you, but also because the democracy itself is growing much more fans because of us. Meaning, the enemies on the other sides are probably a little bit alarmed more.

See you tomorrow.

Love, D